…I want to

I want to smile at him then blush and gaze at the ground fixated on what he might be thinking.

I want to just stand there and watch him walk towards me for another moment.

I want him to call me again for his voice is majestic and to listen to him just for one more time or infinity.
I want to see him laugh then quickly hide his smile cause I think its amazing.
I want him to get nervous and confused around me because it’s me.
I want to run my hands through his hair for it irritates me and excites as much.
I want him to know that I think about him more than once a day without telling him.
I want to kiss him softly, then make it a drug for me.
But if it doesn’t happen, I just want to smile and blush that I wanted to.
Wangui Njeri.